T.I. Lyrics

Album: I'M SERIOUS

Still Ain't Forgave Myself Lyrics

[Singing]

 

 [T.I. Talking:] Still ain't forgave myself.. damn

 It's a lotta fucked up shit that go down man.. 

 You don't even know the half..

 

 [Verse 1]

 Man I been in and outta trouble since an adolescents

 Spoiled rotten, dead fresh, wit no daddy present

 I got two uncles, Quint and Man and they keep me straight

 7 and 8, I'm countin money while they movin weight

 My daddy send me clothes and always tell me come and see him

 I say aiight but still I feelin like my momma need him

 They sendin letters home from school, nobody read mines

 And plus my uncles, doin 10 years F.E.D. time

 Then I started rebellin, began crack sellin

 Tha littlest thang on the corner wit a Mac 11

 After school I hear my momma holla homework

 I say aiight ma, but look I got my own work

 Started interactin wit fiends at the age of 13

 Now my momma findin rocks in my socks, glocks in my toy box

 Like damn, why do trouble come to me like this

 But on the real, it ain't even have to be like this (fuck)

 

 [Hook]

 Mistakes made on this road to wealth 

 I still ain't forgave myself

 Ay, what I am today 

 I made myself but I still ain't forgave myself

 For runnin to the grave getting closer to death 

 I still ain't forgave my self

 For anyone who ever wondered how I felt

 I still ain't forgave myself

 

 [Verse 2]

 At 14 man, thought I knew everything

 I'm slangin slabs, trappin hard, movin heavy Cain

 I bought an '85 cutlass on some dane-a-danes

 Now I'm the shit, huh, the motor blew in 30 days

 Hardheaded man I ain't listen to anything

 I'm getting money so, I'm right and I got plenty game

 Besides why I need school, Im'ma be rappin momma

 If that don't work, then I guess Im'ma be trappin momma

 But hey I promise Im'ma make it cause I'm damn good

 Im'ma get us out this hood and off these can goods

 School just a white man game, and it's ran good

 At 16, here's my introduction to manhood

 Blue lights behind me, damn what I'm gonna do

 Cause I got 2 pounds of weed and a 3.80 too

 I guess everything'll be aiight if I just keep it cool

 How ya doin officer, what ya mean why I ain't in school

 Can you search the car?? Yea but, I rather that you didn't

 Besides it's just a waste of yo time cause ain't nutthin in it

 [Laugh] I guess that's when I seen, that I ain't know shit

 When stuck in a place wit freedom I ain't gone get.. (Damn!)

 

 [Hook]

 Mistakes made on this road to wealth 

 I still ain't forgave myself

 Ay, what I am today, I made myself 

 But I still ain't forgave myself

 Guess these the chances ya take, when dealt the cards I was dealt

 But I still ain't forgave myself

 For anyone who ever wondered how I felt

 I still ain't forgave myself

 

 [Verse 3]

 Outta all the niggaz I was wit when I was doin wrong

 3 in the fed, 1 doin life, and 2 dead and gone

 Knew there was more to life than sellin blow and chopper bustin

 But what's the good in knowin' better if I ain't tell 'em nutthin

 I knew I coulda told Cap not to kill shawty

 Put down the gun, get in the car let 'em live shawty

 You'll probably get locked up, and I'll probably have a deal shawty

 Naw, I ain't scared, I'm just telling ya like it is shawty

 Coulda told Endae, Quint, and Kern, man ya covers blow

 Leave that country town alone, yall needa come back home

 Bankhead and J-Rue, I just feel like if I was wit 'em 

 They woulda never got killed that night if I was 'em

 Seem like I coulda done mo', said mo'

 Why all my partners gotta be dead or in the fed fo'??

 All the time, I just wish that yall could ball wit me

 Sometimes at night I close my eyes, and dream that yall wit me (damn.)

 

 [Hook]

 And even though they say I cant blame myself

 I still ain't forgave myself

 For all the mistakes made on this road to wealth 

 I still ain't forgave myself

 What I am today, I made myself 

 But I still ain't forgave myself

 For anybody who ever wondered how I felt 

 I still ain't forgave myself

 

 And yea they say I cant blame myself

 But I still ain't forgave myself

 Fo the mistakes made on this road to wealth 

 I still ain't forgave myself

 Guess this the chance that you take, when dealt the cards I was dealt

 But I still ain't forgave myself

 For anybody who ever wondered how I felt

 I still ain't forgave myself (Ain't Forgave myself)

 

 [Talking]

 Yea, for anybody who ever wondered how I felt

 anybody who ever wondered what's wrong wit me, here it is..

 3 16's of what's in the heart of T.I.P.

 This song is dedicated to everybody who ain't here wit me

 Cap, damn.. you fucked up shawty, but when you get out

 if I live to see it, its gone be on again ya know what I'm sayin

 And we ain't gotta worry bout goin to jail shawty we legit now

 Ya know what I'm sayin.. Cern, Quint, Endae, yall gone get out man

 and when you do I'll be there shawty.. always

 Bankhead, J-rue, I'm sorry man, some shit I cant change

 When I get up there, we gone ball again, open the gates shawty let me in..

 we gone ball. J-Rue man I know money ain't worth a friend shawty..

 I fucked up bad man.. I still ain't forgave myself

 My momma, sorry I ain't graduate but

 hell we rich now it don't matter. My uncles shit,

 it don't matter either.. yall back.

 Well hell.. My Lil' boy (music stops)

 you betta not do the same shit I did

 or Im'ma whoop yo muthafuckin ass..